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21 January
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i like a wide variety of music....Modest Mouse, Red Wanting Blue, Flogging Molly, Streetlight Manifesto, Gaelic Storm, Big D and the Kids Table, Avenged Sevenfold, dropkick Murphys, Gogol Bordello, Green Day, NOFX, Pink Floyd, Reel Big Fish, Stray Cats, Rammstein.

Yeah, you live you die whatever, in the end what can you really say about your existence?? No aspect of any human will exist after the sun goes Nova, sure its a long time from now. But if you are going to justify your life according to some wacky desire to do something meaningfull you need to be aware of the fact that such ideas are indeed meaningless. Therefore, the only thing that matters is the now, which means, have some fun.

I am bored with my life, so i blame everyone else...but then i realize that it's my fault. i realize that i don't really know who i am anymore. i change my mind all the time, i contradict myself, i am a hypocrite.i say things that i think i mean at the time, but I'll probably change my mind later. I'm changing all the time, and i can't even trust myself anymore. but becuase of all of this i have learned who true friends are and what things matter in life, family, friends, love, joy happiness, trust the little things are of the biggest importance.